I thought I've found the secret to happiness. I thought not caring is the key. I thought not caring equals calming your mind. and heart. and body. somehow. I've been, I'd say, okay for more than a year now. 12 months. That's a long time! Long enough for me to think that I'll be okay … Continue reading Fuck


WOW I missed writing Though I'm not reaaally writing I'm just, I don't know. Just want to talk nonsense? I just wanna say that, I'm tired. I am super tired. I hate life. I thought I'd never say that again. But I feel like I really hate life now. Nothing feels right. Everything is going … Continue reading IDK

On Loving Myself

I always considered myself as an independent and confident person. I never thought of myself as someone who needs somebody else's opinion to continue doing my own thing. I didn't need or want other's validation. I thought I loved myself enough to just keep on being me. Well, yeah, I love myself just the way … Continue reading On Loving Myself

Let It Out

Feel the pain, burst in tears.What words can't say, let your tears explain. Build walls and let no one in. Shut your eyes, cover your ears. Cry... and scream... your heartache and sorrow and distress, the emotional torture you face. Fill the room with your pain. Cry, until you cannot breathe. Cry, until you drown in … Continue reading Let It Out